By Rob Carrigan, robcarrigan1@gmail.com
Outside, even in grade
school, I remember marveling at the curved, laminated-wood beams that arched
over the guts of the building like a rib cage. It reminded me of an animal,
sleeping mostly, on its back, awaiting the buzzer on Friday that would awaken
it on a cold, dark, winter night.
Inside then, every five or
ten years it seemed, they would tear up the hard wood floor and replace it with
a new one. With the periodic tear-up, it amazed me to see the sump pumps that
secretly ran below the surface there, silently protecting and endlessly
fighting the longest war of seeping dampness. Unchecked, the dreary muck, and
primordial ooze, would certainly have crept back in. Built in a swamp, I was
told, or the river ran through it. The high school gym was fixture in the town,
and its personality was reflected.
It was like Jean Giraudoux’s
invisible garment woven around us from our earliest years. It was made of the
way we eat, and the way we walk, and the way we greet people. Woven of the
tastes, and colors, sounds and perfumes that our senses sported on though
childhood.
Sure, the gym was home to
difficult afternoons when Bill Estes would maniacally line us up and give all that
missed a layup, light swats, for instructional purposes. Violence lived in the
running head shots of killer dodgeball games in P.E. classes of the day. And
back and forth “suicides” were no fun to anyone.
Ah, but the Friday nights
in November, spent in its brightly lit, and unashamedly loud compactness; when
the whole town turned out to jam themselves in next to their neighbor on the
hard, varnished, bench seats and shuffle their feet though the sticky spots on
cement-floor aisles.
They would funnel through one
of the double doors early in the evening, along the edge of the steel rails,
back toward the plywood ticket shack inside on the edge. Down the cement steps
they would lumber, past the door opening to a long narrow hall to concession
stand “dungeon,” and file on past the wooden stage, up the steps and on to the
other side.
After the JV game, the
dungeon would fill with coffee-swilling parent clusters, and teachers, and
pixie-stick-crazed younger brothers and sisters would crowd to the front of the
opening in the back wall.
“Give me candy, hot dogs,
hot cocoa, popcorn, Coke.”
And fulfilled -- they would
saunter away carrying precariously, red-and-white, wax-covered, logo-emblazened cups
full of the flat, black liquid to spill on the way back to their seats.
Then, as varsity players
hit the hardwood for pregame, all would once again funnel back into the belly
of the beast, and take our respective positions under the black and white
banners of champions past.
At the jump, the gymnasium
became a living, breathing thing.
And as the night wore on,
and the building warms to the crowd…
Stomp, stomp, stomp
—Stomp, stomp, stomp.
In a small voice,
tentatively at first:
“I've paid my dues. Time after time. I've done my
sentence. But committed no crime…” Eventually working our way into:
“We are
the Champions. We are the Champions. No time for losers.”
It was enough to make
visitors timid and fearful — to cower the whole town of Mancos.
And the show… zebras with
whistles, the band, pom-poms, cheerleaders and of course … warriors of the
court.
I was never much of a
basketball player, but man, that gymnasium was it.
At a very young age, Lynn
and James and I, would angle for the opportunity to run the big, six-foot mops
over the wood surface at half times. After the games, we would stay late into
evenings to help James’ grandfather, Lee Squires, clean the joint — a labor of
love.
Later, when I couldn’t
stand the thought of missing one of the Friday night worship services, I would
volunteer to keep stats, just to be a part.
And I recall the great
players through the years, the ball hogs and the hustlers. Coaches that you
cussed, losses that would break your heart. Close calls. Near misses. Teams on
to state, and rebuilding years. Times when folks silently filed out, orderly,
quietly, with hangdog dejectedness, and their heads down all the way to their
cars, which were still half in snow banks along the front.
Other times, when the
crowds barely able to contain themselves, burst out at the crash bars on the
double doors, on to the slick sidewalks and into yard and parking lot, yelling
— no screaming, just to keep the place from exploding.
But nothing felt quite like the uneven breath and the restless heart beat of that gymnasium on a Friday night
in November.
“When the Dolores Bears
fall into line, we’re going win this game …”
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